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Long time no update, LJ!
What has Andy been doing since November? Let’s see…
Well soon after Black Friday Target cut my hours and then just cut me completely. (Talk about being used, sheesh!) So since then I haven’t had a job, AGAIN. I do little things on the side to pay rent and etc. but whatever; it’s not any real income.
Opportunity is so low in this area; businesses are packing up and moving out since it’s such a hard place to operate. So what am I supposed to do? I hate this constantly looking for a job feeling, it gets on my nerves really badly. I just want to move. Hopefully I’ll get my break and be able to move soon to a place where I can get a REAL job.
My relationship with Jun has had its ups and downs. Jun is so sweet to me, but sometimes she’s a total bitch too. It’s just like dealing with a little kid sometimes with her mood swings and her just acting completely better than me. She needs to just take a chill pill and relax. But things have been good for the most part. But I love her, so things are good.
I’ve been a lot healthier lately, as in lifestyle, lots of exercise and eating well, although lately I got a mild flu. I’ve been suffering through that but it looks like the worst of it is over. I blame it due to it being 20 degrees one day and 70 degrees the next.
I have been following the election news closely. =P Not going get into it here.
Hmm pretty uninteresting life! lol Well that’s pretty much an update. I’ve been keeping up with the latest video games too. I just beat Advanced Wars: Days of Ruin.
Anyway, I’ll try to update more =P
-Andy
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| Catching up |
[11/20/07] |
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Ok let's see.. I haven't posted in awhile so I have lots of write.
Well I've been working at Target which is alright, it's a little tiring and annoying at times, but I don't mind it. But it's only seasonal I fear and after Black Friday or Christmas I'm gonna be out of a job again. Which is shit because they say I'm one of the best. I am really popular there and all the girls hit on me, it's funny because I was completely unaware until somebody told me. I thought they were all just being nice =_= I'm so blissfully stupid.
To touch up on the nerd side of me I got Mario Galaxy. It's a worthy Mario game, not as good as I hoped, and too short. At first I was disappointed but I went through after I beat it and completed 100% getting all the secret stars and such, and after that I really enjoyed it and was glad I bought it. So now I'd say it's just shy of Mario 64 if not as good. It's pretty funny when you leisurely play it and aren't trying to judge and bust your way through it in a day like I was.
Jun and I are a little shaky right now, but we always get like this sometimes. We spend so much time together we kinda get annoyed with each other but then it usually pans out and then everything is good again. She gets jealous of Sam really easily. I do get jealous sometimes but not as much as her. But things are good that we're close friends. I don't think I'm looking for a relationship with her anymore, we're like one step above best friends and a tiny bit below lovers, which is an awkward state, but I like being in that state... at least I think I do. LOL
Target doesn't pay much and I have bills so I can't get a new computer so soon or more games. I am thinking of getting one game maybe this weekend, I might switch ideas with some manga instead. or possibly the Death Note box set. I am amazed how good the English dub is for that series. It's probably one of the best I've heard.
I'm working on a cartoon short. I want to create something, so that's what I decided on doing. I want to do a full length cartoon but I need more resources and hours to pull that off. We'll see.
I got new clothes the other day, which is always nice to get because you feel a lot better in new clothes and you don't feel like such a bum!
I got the first season of Sarah Silverman Program on DVD which I have worn out alright watching it so much! LOL it's probably my favourite show on TV right now.
anyway that's it, I feel caught up now!
 Lets101 - Free Online Dating
Stolen from Emulie, this thing captures me to a T!
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[10/15/07] |
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What have I been doing? I have been just hanging out, playing maple story, and kinda just pampering myself, lol I'm such a bitch.
oh yeah...
I start work tomorrow! YIPPIE!
And I'm building a new comp, got any suggestions?
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[10/03/07] |
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I got a job! I'm waiting for those fuckers to call and tell me when orientation is.
It's nothing big, it's at Target. But hey, it's a job, and I'll take it. It's a shame my skills are going to waste, as I'm beginning my sacrifice to be a lowly stock boy. But hey, you have to do what you have to do. And I think I'd rather like just walking around isles and picking up things that fall or are misplaced, as well as saying "Can I help you find anything?" to have a customer say "No I'm just browsing" which will happen 9 times out of 10.
A cake job.
Anyway, Jun and I broke up AGAIN for about 12 hours and got back together. I just don't know what to do anymore. We're not even "together" in a sense. It's so hard and confusing to me. I feel my brain tying up in a knot as I think about it. I do love her, she is my best friend. But there are some instances that I'm just not sure anymore. I just don't know what to do, it's got me so confused. But I love her nonetheless. I just want a commitment from her. I wanna be happy with somebody for a long time. Somebody to kiss and say "I love you" to. But I don't think that's her...
I respect everything about her, I respect her high morals, and her dry Japanese sense of humor. But I just feel like I'm constantly running into a wall. It's because we're best friends who I want to be in love with and take care of, while she just wants to stay best friends. I'm really not trying to push but I think I may be. I just don't know.
Why can't I just find a nice girl. One that's not a slut or whore, one that has some dignity and some class, but can also joke around and laugh a lot and not be embarrassed to be spontaneous.
I really wish that was Jun.
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[09/27/07] |
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Well Jun and I are back together which is nice, I really do love her but she's been acting odd lately, I just don't know what's going on.
I still have no job, I STILL HAVE NO JOB! WHAT AM I GONNA DO! I can't even seem to get a job at a Chik-Fil-A! THAT'S HOW PATHETIC I AM. I really don't know what to do, I don't know how to cook up any money, I'm obviously not gonna get a job, I'm going to have to find some way to make it my own way.
anyway here's some quizzes cuz quizzes are fun. *grumble*
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[09/22/07] |
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Jun and I seem to be over at least I think.
I'm so confused to lose somebody like her, somebody I spent every day with. I really don't know how to handle it.
It was a shitty reason for her breaking it off. I don't even know if it's worth salvaging the relationship. I just miss us being close so I feel like I have a shitload of free time now. I haven't been this upset in a long time.
What do I do now? =/
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[09/20/07] |
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Using a Super Mario World level editor a fan made a mario version of Hare Hare Yukai in a perpetual level! SO FUCKING COOL! XD
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[09/17/07] |
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So i went job hunting again today, applied for a bunch of jobs, let's hope I get lucky!
I preordered Smash Bros. Brawl. December 3rd it's just around the corner! I will pick it up that morning! Some of you on my friends list, if you get it, you better trade numbers with me so we can beat the shit out of each other for christmas!
oh and btw, everybody says I'm the raddest kid on the block.
my atari collection
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[09/15/07] |
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It's 2:30am and I'm awake. I can't sleep =(
Jun woke me up scared cuz she woke up and it was thundering and lightning, but that's okay because I was already restless. My legs even when stretched out straight get numb in my sleep, and I was having a restless dream which I can't really remember. Sometimes when I sleep I am half awake and my body does this weird vibration, I know that I'm in bed but I can feel it like an electric shock in my body but without really any pain. Also I'm not able to move my arms or legs, and one time I tried yelling out to wake myself fully but my voice was gasps.
Come to think of it, I remembered doing that a few years back as well, I guess it's always happened to me. It's odd. lol
Birthday was decent, I just spent it with Jun, everybody seemed to be busy. Thanks for everyone who wished me happy birthday! I got a couple of gifts, my mom's was the best. I got a shitload of games from her, and a 2600 since my was busted.
Final Fantasy 13 looks awesome, if you haven't seen the E3 trailer for it yet, I suggest you do. I'll probably buy a PS3 for that reason, it doesn't come out till next December so I don't really have to rush out to buy one.
It's amazing that Wii has outsold Xbox360 now. Xbox had a two year headstart and Wii beat it in less than a year!
I am totally bored now because I can't sleep. I feel like being creative and writing or drawing but I have no will.
The Haruhi PSP game will be out! Bandai released a 3D cellshaded Haruhi head that you can play with, located here: http://b.bngi-channel.jp/psp-haruhi/sos_pop01.html
I don't have a PSP or know much Japanese so it will not benefit me, I'm just happy to see related stuff to the series.
I've been super lazy lately, more than usual. Any tips of how to break it? I am very guilty of using the "I'll do it tomorrow" trick...
Can you believe it's the middle of September ALREADY? Man. Where does the time go, before you know it, it'll be Christmas.
I really can't think of anything else to write, my horoscope said I'd be frustrated today and to mind the minor details and just go with the flow, I guess that's what I'll do.
good night everybody
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[09/12/07] |
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It's an Andy birthday! Hooray!
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Man, I'm totally bummed. I have no job, and I can't seem to get a job! I'm even pulling ALL the resources and applying to McDonalds and shit. I don't care anymore. This fucking area is horrible for jobs, there is just NOTHING available. I can't get any calls. It's not like I have bad references, or no skills, or no education. Man what am I supposed to do? I'm really starting to loose my cool and panic.
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I went job hunting today, and I think I found a job, they are supposed to call me monday!
Jun and I was talkin' about how you identify people with animals and was talking about some of our friends. She said Rai was a fox, Sam was a rabbit, and she was a Cat. I asked what animal I'd be, and she chose..... OX!
She said I was an Ox because they are big and strong. lol I didn't know if it was a compliment or an insult and I thought about it. An OX is big and strong and reliable, not to meantion strong emotions, just like me. Like when I'm happy I'm always laughing, when I'm sad I'm crying, when I'm mad I'm yelling. lol But Oxen are also slow and stupid... so... is it a compliment. I think it is .... maybe...? lol
oh yeah, Touch Detective is the cutest, funnest fucking game I've played in a looooong time! Definitely a new Andy favorite! PLAY IT... NOW.
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[09/06/07] |
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Ahoy everybody,
I woke up early and got all my house work out of the way, I feel better. Although I wish I had a job!
I'm going job hunting again tomorrow, I don't know what the deal is, why am I not getting any calls? I've got good references and good skills, it's just lame! What a blow to my self-esteem, time to get out the Linkin Park music lol! XD
Jun and I got into a big fight yesterday, but it ended with us making up and she saying she loved me lots which made me smile. I asked her if she was still going to work for Nintendo on the 18th and she said she was not, then she said that I was the reason she was not going, and she was gonna wait for me to finish school so we both could go together.
I feel guilty for making her wait, I really did tell her to go on ahead, but she wants me to be with her, I guess.
I was a fool for waiting so long to go back to college, oh well, you only live once I suppose. Better late than never!
Life is too short, sorry for getting philosophical =P But it is! I don't really know what my ultimate goal is, it seems like everyone else has one except me, but I know that they don't. I'm sure it takes a lot of soul searching and work to figure it out, and both of those I don't really feel like doing. I want somebody to TELL ME what to do, but they won't. I'm tired of feeling like I'm just "winging" everything. =P
Oh well, I saw'd a pretty doll on eBay today and thought about going negative into my bank account. Bad Boy. lol I'm glad I have self-control...
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[09/05/07] |
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I'm been extremely bored, as mentioned in my last post.
I really want to get back into dolling, but I have lack of moneys...
You know it's funny, you wouldn't think that dolling would be so hard to forget about. I mean it's an expensive hobby, and you worry so much about them. You'd think that they'd just be something you could just put something on the back burner.... BUT IT'S NOT. It's like fucking crack, man. Jesus.
I've been drawing a lot lately. Been writing some too, but not enough to engulf me and my boredom.
I've got my retro games. My mom said she'd buy me nothing but old school games for my birthday which is on the 12th, so I'm very excited about that.
Speaking of retro, well not really TOO old, but I was playing the original Metal Gear Solid last night for PSX, and I couldn't put it down! hahaha. That game is amazing I forgot about all the little details about it. Truely Win. Meryl without pants is WIN. If loving polygonal panties is wrong, I don't want to be right!
I've been working a lot with animation, and game programing lately, brushing up on those. I have some cool projects in mind, but who knows if I'll even get them done.
Got the series of Gundam 08th MS team for 5 bucks. I'm not a fan of Gundam but I cried at the end! XD
Jun and I have been hanging out, but it's awkward now for some reason. At least to me it is.
oh well, time to go be bored somewheres. See ya.
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[09/04/07] |
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I've been so fucking bored lately.
That is all.
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[09/03/07] |
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IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!
THE FUCKING WEDDING IS OVER! NO MORE WORRYING ABOUT SHIT, NO MORE GETTING SHIT TOGETHER, NO MORE PREPARING. THEY ARE FINALLY MARRIED, I DID MY BEST MAN SPEECH, AND HAD A FUN DRUNKEN NIGHT, AND NOW IT'S OVER.
Thank God.
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[08/27/07] |
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I'm getting frustrated. I just can't find a job. This area is just so shitty! I mean there are tons of people who hate their job and do it half-assed and are miserable, and myself, a person who actually WANTS TO WORK, can't get a single one. I'm getting fed up.
Anybody got any ideas on what to do for some money =_=
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[08/19/07] |
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Last day of the Naruto marathon, I've watched all 34 hours!
34 hours = 68 episodes! And now the rest are today. I was so tired yesterday because I only had gotten an hour sleep. I thought they were gonna play it nonstop, but they stop it at 11pm for Adult Swim, which is kinda shitty.
I got about 4 hours last night, so today should be a breeze, and then I will have seen all 100 episodes! The dub isn't actually that bad, I'm enjoying it even if it is licensed by Viz. Nonetheless, it has been fun!
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[08/17/07] |
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to fix my last post, Redmond is in Washington State and not Oregon! hahaha, I don't know why I typed Oregon!
Well for the next three days Jun and I are watching the Naruto marathon, and not sleeping. I'm tired already and it's only 1pm! =_= and I still have two days left to go!
I'm not really a big fan of Naruto but Jun is, and it's halfway decent without overweight fat American kids wearing headbands and saying "jitsu". So it helps to watch it with a hot skinny Japanese girl XD =P
Anyway it's back on, so I must continue watching!
Also, job hunting monday.
See ya!
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